DENIED.... DENIED..

03 JULY 2009. In a state of depression, I released my sentiments and I asked to be relieved of duties. I felt sad and unrecognized. I was thinking of letting go as the finance officer - perhaps, it would not be so bad to be made into an usher or embassy guard, to usher people in and out of the building. But then my Ambassador replied - DENIED. Can I be relieved of other duties as well, DENIED. I was silent, and then I slowly felt good. This is one denial, that made me more confident and sure about myself.