Funny...

I am now based here in Caracas, supposedly earning dollars and all. But am I happy? NO - for I am far away from my Mom, my Brother and his family, my friends, my relatives, and my Cat!!! It is over a week since I arrived here, at times I take delight with the new experiences, the new sights but also there are the moments of loneliness, the moments of despair. Yet, I know there would be other officemates who are very envious of my being here, earning dollar allowances.

At times of being sad, I just think of learning spanish and count how much I would be able to earn and save. How much I can even spend.

Looking back, everything have been a roller coaster ride beginning with the confirmation that my father did indeed have a mistress - CHILI... for 20 years!!!!

I motivate myself that I would earn money, that I would wait, bid my time... eventually my family would have justice, Chili and her horrible, evil daughters would have their doom.