Visualization or imagining it in your head is considered part of any spell making, it referred to by some as positivism or positive thinking, it is considered as part of The Secret.
Thus, I always think of Chili crying, remorseful, of being sick... dead and lying in a coffin. But I also have to admit that I am not also that consistent at times in my imagery of what should be her punishment, it varies with the degree of my emotions. When I feel good and forgiving, I simply try to forget her. At times, I feel so sorry for everything that has happened, I wish her a longer life, sitting in a wheel chair, with half of her body dead, she being a vegetable, drool streaking on her face. Then, I would be thinking, with her medical condition, surely she and her evil daughters would simply suck blood on my father - cutting into what should be my family, to my two nephews, then she would be better off dead.
Others might consider it waste of time, effort, and resources. But somehow, I feel good making a paper coffin with her inside. This is how I envision her, and I see it would be for the good of all. Afterall, in any telenovela or soap, once the antagonist is gone, the story ends. And I pray it all ends with her ...
(Yes, I know, there still lies the problem of the alleged half brother - from a previous mistress of my father. But then, that is another story.)
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- Am now working in a foreign land. From Day 1, I have been warned against the locals - so I have no social life except here on the net. Not to mention the stress of work thus blogging is an escape and documentation... I would be able to minimize the homesickness and get in touch with my family, relatives, and friends. Yes, I have created previous logs.. time will tell of that aspect
3 comments:
tangina!!! i mean excuse my french pero kung saakin nangyari yan that woman and her ugly daughter will be fucked. andaming pwedeng ikaso dyan. lalo na at umamin at inaako pang asawa ang kabit. Dude be sure all your family's properties are going to you your mother and brother alone. the kabit and her pinagputahn daughters has no right whatsoever to the vienes. I admire your mom. kung mahina hina yan baka nabaliw na sya sa pinagdadaanan nyang hirap. Kiss your mom for me :)
thank you. Thank you. its a hot saturday here in caracas. After three months, I though I have been brave and adjusted - now I realize, I have become more sensitive .. easy to laugh, easy to cry, at times just wondering.. thinking... staring.
we have gone through the same thing ............ my father had two mistresses too, the only difference is, he never left my mother and he has never neglected his duty as a father and a family provider.
to this day, i consider myself lucky to have him as a father ............... HOW I WISH YOU COULD SAY THE SAME THING!
take care and if you need somebody to talk to, fell free to e-mail me.
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