Easter thinking....

Two years hence. So much changes, I am no longer the same person I was. Legal action proved futile for my forgave my father and I have no right to file charges, or file anything. But it does not stop the hurt, no matter how silent we are, no matter that we do not talk about it - it is there.

I was so mad and angry that I had to fight a basic instinct - to release that negative energy in me, I would have killed the mistress or pay someone to kill her. Somehow from the legal point of view, I walked an alternative, silent path. Yes, I have been labeled and called a witch. Would I deny it? Nahhh, no used denying perceptions. What matters is justice.

It is justice that I seek, karma for them. Thus, I planned and thought of a ritual, a spell I did .... soon I learned Chili had suffered a stroke and it was said she is half dead, her face mis shapen.

Tabingi na raw mukha ni Chili. Biro naman ng mga pinsan ko, tabingi na raw ang pekpek ng puta. It did not matter really, the news made me smile. I asked for divine justice, I beseeched the spirits for mercy, I asked the elements for her to suffer. And I was heard.


Black friday. So much have been said about this day being a potent day for spell casting. That day, I did another prayer. I asked for her to suffer, and am sure her affliction was definitely uncomfortable uneasy. Now, I asked for her death. Now, I asked her to be gone from our lives, for us, for the rest to start our own healing. Chili Uy is a scourge on our lives, she is the cancer that ate my family.

I have said my prayer, to others, to some, it was a spell, a ritual. Como sea. Whatever. I want to start healing, and one cannot heal when the virus or the sicknesss is still there. I wait for her and her evil daughter, Catherine Uy to be begone from this earth.

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